hello! i know i'm making a big fuss out of it, but i just don't know how long more can i take this. I JUST WANNA WRITE SOMETHING!

I'm being patient here, but i dont know what am i waiting for anymore. how it turns up? maybe. The one and only thing that is keeping me going on with this is the love that is left for you. But it is slowly fading away, its just so hard keeping what i have left for you, when we're just so distant, sometimes you dont even reply my messages anymore, i know you're busy, but still, i still feel that excitement whenever i'm waiting for your reply. I'm a super paranoid person am i, Haha. I have totally no idea what am i getting myself into.

Its losing its sparks, its getting dull, all these feelings in me, driving me crazy! Everytime i talk to you, its like i'm putting on another face thats not how i feel, you give me no hope, thats why i'm hurt. AH! what i have left is that love for you, i know it'll last, but its only if there's a single sign of hope, i know it will be good enough!

i hope i wont regret writing this. its just how i feel for the moment, hoping everything will get better in time.

for the special balloon <3

OMG! Thats one of the most touching things someone ever wrote to me=))))))))) gosh i love you so much!! And I wanna assure you so much that our love will last but i don't know how!

She makes my heart tingle, its like this ticklish feeling deep down, I can never explain it! But i sure do love that feeling allright. It's definitely gotta be Love. This feeling that showers me, that i have never felt before but only to her and her only. I really wanna keep this feeling, cause i know she's the very special one, and i truly love her wholesomely,=)Every single day, right before i sleep, staring at the ceiling, just thinking of her makes me feel like i'm the luckiest guy ever to have you! It's amazingly true, I would do whatever it takes to keep our feelings forever. Anything for us. And she's never pathetic, i love her with my heart. =) I am never ready to live without you, now that i realize that, my life would be nothing.

When i don't have her, my heart, its empty, like a hole, unfilled, never will be happy.

All these while, I have already forgiven you, because you're special, and i want you to be happy no matter what.=)

You're so Pretty in that pic=) Muahh. I really really don't wanna lose you. Hold me tight, and i'll definitely hold you tighter babyy.

this is all sooo adorable lovable me (:

I LOVE MYSELF!!!!!

hi everyone (: (there noone here)
my name is dylan. welcome to my life.
it's all of mine by the way.
i love music, espeacially jazz music.
i play the guitar. i have a thing with it. but i suck at it.
i play dota. but i like to play battlefield 2 too.
i love my friends and family.
okay, that's all about me now.
till then. ill keep you all update (: